After recovering from my diarea, and missing first day of school, I was thrown into it. You always start off exited, untill you’re acctually there. Then all you want to do is go home, lie down in your bed, and die. Not because it’s so bad, you’re just tired and shy, and feel you’re just not up for this. They’re all chatting unstoppable, like they’ve known eachother for three years allready. And they’re not 18 like you. They’ve tried school before.. 23 …even 25. Are thery all pretending like you, or do they really have that much to say to a complete stranger? oh, well. They are nice. Nice enough. It’s better that they’re chatty than the other way around. Today i spent the afternoon walking around Majorstua with them, wearing facemasks, and yellow steril coats. The Fadder arrangement are…Well.. Nice to have, bux exhausting. after the rebus I walked home. Like i have done soo many times all ready. I need a bike. I walk an hour to school every day. I can’t continue that when homework start pileing up…

I’m just glad it’s only the first week that is this demanding. I’m looking forward to getting used to it, so it can feel like normal school. So i can lay back and put on a bit more autopilot.