So… now.. 10:18, i am at home again.. been at work for… *counting* four hours already… or.. three really, but i’ve been home, and free for… 1 hour and 12 minutes…

I’ll just say that… life is complicated… and if something is complicated, i get even more complicated about it… usually.. so… don’t try to understand me.. you will fail.. and don’t try to change me, you will most certainly die…:p not by my hands, but by your own…
Well… now that i am sitting here, trying to fix two of my computers.. that is, i am fixing one, and the other is trying to fix itself… (it’s not doing a very good job… it’s Vista…) i was thinking about how things always break, or get broken after a period of time… we buy new, good and awesome stuff.. and after a while it’s transformed into broken, irritating, pathetic junk…

Hopelessness is a destructive, sad, and overwhelming thing… And it’s so easy to get caught by. I guess what I am trying to say is; think positive, logical and try to enjoy what we have here and now… try to look into the future, and if you are a Christian, like me… try too see what good is going to come of this we now are living in… life is generous in many ways… we just have to learn to accept the right gifts…

Destructive Thoughts of the day… Sincerely Yours, Bjørn Øyvind